life

 I haven't cleared my mind in a while what better time then now. I guess i will begin at the marriage.

I got married this week. February 3rd, 2010 to be exact. I know marriage is a long jump from me ending my relationship but man i love him. His good qualities outshine his bad ones any day of the week. I am soo happy. As i stood there repeating my vows, looking him in his eyes all i could think was "YES". We argue--but there is no dismissal, we have to work through every argument and kiss each other at night before bed. There is no reason we should ever go to bed angry with each other. We will grow together and get better No man will ever love me more than him--except Khalil (but thats my son).

I found one of my best friends in the whole world on facebook today. Tierra is one of the realest females i ever met in life. When i first met her we instantly clicked. Her mother and stepfather were on drugs and she unlimited freedom. We could smoke weed in her room and her mother was the coolest. My fondest memory of us will always be Thanksgiving 2000. I had ran away from my foster home and T said i could come stay with her family. Her mother had went into labor with her little brother so we were left at the house to do what we do. We smoked a blunt and decided to surprise Ms. Leslie by cooking dinner. Our cake was hard--no milk but everything else turn out great. Except the turkey. I followed the instructions to a T...but i didnt put any water in the bottom, just cooking oil. 20 minutes after placing the turkey in the oven we smelled fried chicken..lls.

  Those were the days. Truthfully my search for her is the reason why i started a Myspace, Facebook, twitter all those social networking pages. Hoping one day i would stumble across her. Nobody else, just Tierra. Every day at least once a day i would put her name into the search only to find nothing. I was elated today when i received a fb friend request from someone with the same last name as her--she found me! Nothing could have made me feel better....i even got over mah cabin fever. She has matured gracefully, just as i knew she would and she is a mother now!